I just needed to rant about how I’ve been feeling lately. I want to keep things honest on here and it helps me get stuff off my shoulders.
I’ve just been feeling rather crap lately with regards to my looks. I weighed myself the other day and its been bringing me down ever since. When I get like this I tend to change something simple about myself like my hair colour but I’ve been wanting to do a full revamp.
Its hard to do that though when I have no funds as I don’t have a job and I don’t see myself getting one anytime soon. I am hoping to get some cash for Christmas but it wasn’t my intentions to spend it on clothes or my hair or makeup. I feel like a useless piece of space in my house idk.
I feel gross and disgusting. I know life is more then makeup, looks and clothes but they’re things I’m interested in and what makes me happy.
I honestly dont know how to get out of this rut but I hope these horrible feelings ,of being trapped, go away soon.
Sorry for such a negative post but I needed to write it down.